Girl on LSD by Tom Petty

So my sunday was an interesting one, i think that i dealt with my situation with frida in the best way and she seems happy by my answers which basically i was like when you are ready for me to come and visit you tell me when you have time. So she liked that answer but it gives her a way out so i hope that it is not long but who knows. anyway today i went to go and see a movie since where i live most of the movies are in czech and not in english. i saw avatar in 3d and it cost me 20 amercian dollars i was like shoot in the US it is like 12 or 13. but it was a nice way to spend my afternoon. tomorrow is my last day and night in stockholm and then back home to the czech.

Roses by Outkast

So lets just state the obvious i am out of my freaking mind lol, i know that i am but i say to myself i know that this is crazy but i am going to do it anyway, because there is a chance. I feel like llyod from dumb and dumber, so your saying there is a chance, but in my situation i am told there is no chance except for the make believe chance i create in my head. So without further adieu here is the story of last night. So i meet up with frida at about 9 pm and we hop on the train and go to this bar and meet up with one of her friends who is at the bar with a bunch of people. Later during the night some of frida's other friends come whose names are frida elin and carl. After a while the only people left at the bar are the five of us. I think that the conversation is going really good and i made a point to talk a lot to her friends since that can have a big impact on the overall situation. We were supposed to leave the bar and go dancing but elin, the one who i was talking with the most got drunk so we decided to just go home from there. So i hop back on the train with the two fridas and then i get off at my stop and say goodbye. at that time i was not sure if it was for better or for worse that we did not go out to the club, and still i am not entirely sure. But that is the life that i lead lol. anyway i send a text message when i get home thanking her for a good night and she says she will message me tommorow and maybe we can hang out. She messages me and says she is tired and prob just going to stay in and do nothing so i say well if you want we can do nothing together. she resonds back that she is going to study, what for i have no idea, and then go to dinner with her parents, so i wish her well. but last night she told me to ask her any question and she would she respond with a truthful answer. so i asked her if she wanted me to come and visit her again in three weeks. She responds with a very defensive answer like why do you want to come and visit me again. and also you know that we are only friends etc... so i respond back with what i think is a good answer saying that i really enjoyed hanging out with you and your friends and it is the most fun i have had in a really long time. so we will see what the answer is when she replies back but until then who knows i can only hope and see what tommorow brings, for the dawn always brings a new day, and with a new day, new possibilites.

Relax by Mika

So tonight was my first night in Sweden and it was very interesting. I went out to the bar with four other people from my hostel to some bar around the corner. There was a guy from England who i found out later is gay, a 45 year old Swedish woman, a 20 year old chinese girl and a 40 year old Swedish guy who has lived in Missouri for the last 20 years, and me. An interesting group of people. So we have some drinks there and then the gay guy leaves to go back to the hostel and the four of us decide to go to the disco. It is still early so we go to another bar and for about 1 hour we make fun of the gay guy it was pretty funny lol. The swedish american guy is a little crazy but pretty cool and it was nice to talk about the states with him. Later we went to the disco and then it got crazy. so we are all dancing together and the old guy is trying to get me to dance with the chinese girl and i am like, i will pass. so then i try to dance with some of the very hot swedish girls who are there, i start dancing with one she grabs my junk hardcore and then 2 minutes later she bounces. i was like ok a good start but after that i just got turned down lol...o well..then a little later the 45 year old swedish girl who i am with tells me the old guy got thrown out of the disco and that the chinese girl was seen making out on the dance floor and then left with some swedish guy. so i briefly scan the floor for the chinese girl to see if she is alive still but i dont see her so i danced with the 45 year old swedish girl for the rest of the night and then we walked back to our hostel. The old swede american was there but not the chinese girl, and i still have not see her yet today.

Crazy by Britney Spears

So last night one of my bosses friends named Honza came over to have a beer with me. We were talking and drinking, when my boss said she had a surprise in the car. So I go outside and there is an unlabled bottle of alcohol. I bring it in and she tells me it is homemade pear brandy. So I opened the bottle and me and Honza do a double shot, and then another. Then we go and have a beer, then another shot. My boss then says she is going to bed and all she tells me is try not to drink so much. I smile and then she goes upstairs. Honza and I do one more shot of brandy and have one more beer. Then we leave the house to go to the bar in town. So far we each had 5 beers and 4 double shots. Then my bosses boyfriend comes over to us and says hey its my birthday lets do a shot. So we do one more shot of brandy. What makes it strange is that my boss and her boyfriend are fighting and Honza hates the boyfriend, and the boyfriend was at the bar with his ex-wife. Then Honza decides it is a good idea to call my boss at 11 pm. She is sleeping so of course she wakes up and is mad at me for calling and I’m like its not my fault lol I didn’t call you. Then Honza decides to leave. The next day I found out he lost his cell phone and his wallet which had over a grand in it because he was to drunk to remember to bring it with him, also he crashed his car in a snow bank and had to wake up one of his friends and his wife to help him get the car out of the snow at 2 Am. But back to my night, so now I am at the bar with the boyfriend and his ex-wife. I am on my fourth or fifth beer at the bar when suddenly I am like oh shoot, and I run outside and puke. Then trying to walk back inside I slip on ice and fall lol. I go and clean myself up in the bathroom go back to the bar and finish my beer and then I left to go home. So my total alcohol for the night was 5 double shots and 9 or 10 beers. When I got home all I remember is running straight to the bathroom and puking again lol. The next thing I know it is 1030 in the morning and I am sleeping fully clothed in my bed. I get up shut the blinds take off my clothes brush my teeth and pass out again until 130 pm. I get up go and get the kids, my head is pounding and I am dehydrated and my stomach is upset from puking. My boss comes home at about 3pm and says to me so did you remember your night. And I said most of it. She goes well you know you woke me up last night. I said I know sorry it was not my idea to call you, and she goes you also woke me up at 1am when you came home. You were banging on a door for about 5 minutes downstairs. I was like really I don’t remember that. She goes and when you finally made it upstairs I heard you running all over the place. I was like my bad sorry. Then with a smile on her face she says, also when I got to work this morning an employee came up to me and said to me do you know where your babysitter was last night, she said yes at the bar, the employee goes do you know that he puked outside the bar? She said no, and then the story of my night was recounted to her by the employee. The specific employee was not even at the bar, but there are over 300 people who work for my boss and they all know that an American works for her so when they heard me speaking enlgish at the bar they must have put two and two together and realized who I was. My boss then heard from other random people in the town when she went out for lunch about my night. So in the matter of a few hours all the people who work for my boss were having a good laugh about the drunk American, and also many people in my town knew what happened as well. My boss said it was the main topic of conversation all day long lol . Thank goodness my boss is pretty cool and just laughed it off.

Wonder wall by Oasis

So the last few days of my life have been rather interesting first last Saturday lice was found on two of my kids, then on Monday I found lice on the third. I was obviously really freaked out about so I washed my hair with some special shampoo. Later that night me and the mom decided to give the youngest a hair cut so we could better see his scalp, oh man was that an adventure. He cried forever man was it loud. He was pissed at me for like 2 days. Then on Tuesday the 4 year old randomly decided to throw up. I found out soon after he tried to eat a tree, yes a tree. Then at dinner none of the kids wanted to eat they were all crying and sitting there, so I just got up walked to the closet and opened a beer and sat back down lol. Then early on Wednesday morning I had to go to Vienna to apply for my visa. I drove 4 hours each way just to be at the embassy for 15 minutes, what a waste of time.

My favorite Mistake by Sheryl Crow

No matter where you go in the world bitches will still be bitches. So I show up yesterday at the disco and wait for 2 hours for her to get there. She arrives with one of her friends and her friends BF. I can tell that she is really, really drunk. But I’m like w/e this could be helpful or really bad. Well it turned out to be really bad b/c she forgot how to speak English and then like wouldn’t talk to me or dance with me. And she told me she had a BF even though I know she does not. So I hung out for a little while longer and then said fu*k it she is drunk and this is stupid so I went home.